September 2010
6 posts
Encompassing the world in a spectrum of degrees.
There was a rainbow outside my door. It said, “Hullo there!” And it was no colorful frown; it was a vibrant hug.
Lol.
Footsteps.
And they aren’t for me.
I think we’ll all always be alone. It’s our curse since birth. You ask anyone what they want most and one of those things is usually the desire to be thoroughly understood. But readers, you’ll never know what it feels like to me and vice versa. Humans are deeply communicative creatures, but we’ll never find total consolation. It’s an idea we like to fool ourselves...
Beer.
I’ve been drinking a lot lately. At first, I wasn’t really sure why, but now I might know. I drink to feel better; it’s worked. But it’s not working well enough anymore. I drink to forget things. Sometimes, I even drink to punish myself.
I’m not happy anymore. I haven’t been for some time. Maybe I’ve never been? It’s not attributed to one thing in...